Back to it
Writing poems
In a lil' small book
The last time
I did this
It was
2021
Things were different than
I had big dreams
Abt a small catholic school
Where I'd find a man
Took a car
2 hours out
Broke down,
Couldn't sleep
Took some time
Away
Moved home
Bounced back
Changed majors
Went forward
Through that
~22~
Became the year
Of change
Left in night
Fell in love to
The point of obsession
Learn how 2
Survive on my
Own
Started pushing
down feelings
Believing i didn't
Need em'
Covered it all
W/ obsession
W/love w/romance
Turns out
In -23-
He broke up
W/ me
I was numb for
A while
Realized i had
Found my
Worth in the unworthwhile
Went &
Found out that
The greatest romance
Can be found
In my God
Thought it was over,
(He was just getting started)
Had 3 saints tell me
Things bout to change 4 the better
Went to Coimbra,
Didn't think id meet ya
But i did
Saw what it's like 2 be free
Saw the joy &
The peace
The confusion,
Clipped wings
learned that
Tried 2 just be friends for a while
Put my feelings to the side
& even denied
Em to myself
Then i
Broke down
The Lord pulled me back up
I started uncovering stuff
Realizing
There's a lot more
He wants 2 heal
So i started
Handing him the key
The key
Revelead layers in me
Forgot about
Tender places
I thought i could
Leave in my attic
Some things worth taking out,
Reading,
Burning
& letting HIm heal you for a while
So now I've taken
A
Step back
Letting Him
Work in all things
Bc he can (& will)
Do it again
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