Control—> anxiety (2019).

When I try to take things into my own hands, the devil unleashed fear and sorrow to take over. However, whenever I give God everything going on in my life, joy is right within reach. Anxiety crippled my life the last week, only thing I could focus on was studying for the AP. Two weeks ago it felt like no one could get to know me, it still does, I’m still in recovery but all I need is confession; who even knows when I’ll get that, probably not till next week. NF songs are what I place in my heart, I’m trying to kick out his thoughts, get God back, maybe I’m not who anyone thought I was. I want to spend time with you, who knew that was what I was going through?