Confusing me (2020)

I put all this stuff at your feet

Honestly it’s really been confusing me

Knocking me off my feet, like a big breeze

All this drama, all this weight of sin

I feel like by trying to figure him out

I’ve lost myself again

Pull me back to you, lord

You know you’re all I ever wanted

I never wanted to be lost

If I’m gonna date him, I want it to be running after you

But how do I start running after you?

How do I get him to follow?

I need some clarity

I need some strength to tell him how I feel, where you’ve been leading me

How I’ve changed, how I’m different, how it’s ok

I’ve been hurt before, he won’t be the first

I know all the guys it’s ok, I trust him

If he asked I would tell him my soul

I would tell him about my grandma, about the other guys, about the girls who’ve hurt me

About how I fail everyday

How I’m sorry if he thought I friend zoned him because I said “bro” “dude” “sir”

Force of habit, my bros got a lotta friends that I’m getting to know

Also knocks me off my feet

When I’m with them there’s a new spark in me

I don’t know if I can do this- I don’t know anymore.

When I’m with the girls I’m running to God

But when I’m with the guys I’m lost in the woods ah