Should I have?

I know

You love me

But it doesn’t feel

Like it

You sacrificed

Yourself

4 me

U do @ every mass

Yet

Here i am again

Not knowing if it’s you

Who’s talking

Feel like

I’m screaming at the sky

Am i talking

Too much

Would it be different

If i had just stuck with the plan

And

Ran to Nebraska

Would he like me then?

Would you?

Do you?

If so, where are you?!

Why does it feel like

Every step i take is wrong

When my

Friends are all missionaries

And i might as well

Be in the cemetery

The way my heart

Feels like stone

I ask you, Holy Spirit

To set my heart on fire