Lense (2018/19)

I've always felt like I've seen this world through

A lense

Of a poalroid camera

I used to think I could ge tin to somebody else's head

Until they rejected that idea

So instead i put myself in their shoes,

Hoped they would do the same for me

Instead they pushed me away

Or was that just me?

I can't seem to break this circle

We only live this one life

Through one pair

So many dares

You could say I was a too scared

Of myself

Of emotions:

Still i cried for what felt like hours

The memories that i take

Will eventually fade

I'll try to remeber

Other people tell me they remember

I dont remember those years